Letter 73

Dear Shay,

I am the person who wrote to you in Letter #63 about all the tragedy in my life. I read your letter today about dreams, and thought I would like to share some of mine. I know that they are more than dreams, particularly because of a man that has appeared in a number of them.

The first dream occurred in about 1993. I was standing on the street corner where I live. I was dressed all in red. Suddenly I became aware of a large red object coming at me at tremendous speed. I became aware that someone was with me. I turned and looked at him. He was a little taller than I am, he had on cream-colored robes and had a beard. I said to him, "Is he going to kill me?" The man said nothing out loud, but almost as if he was reading my mind he said in my mind, "Just watch". With that my view changed and I was standing a little way off watching myself. I saw this red object hit me. The next thing I know I was still watching myself with this man's hand on my shoulder. I saw that my whole body was smashed into little pieces on the ground, but my head was still standing up and looking all around. There was blood all over me. That was the end of the dream. I had a number of dreams where this man appeared in them. I know they are more than mere dreams. This same man appeared in my bedroom four other times in person, and delivered messages to me. I have not seen him since about 1994, but would like to know who he is.

Over the years following that first dream I have had dozens and dozens more. The last was this past Sunday. I was in a cave, and it was dark, and I was aware that I was standing in water. There were things in the water moving all around me. As they came close I would pick them up and look at them. I kept walking, and picking things out of the water, when suddenly I was in a huge lighted cavern. It was then that I saw the water was pure and clean. That was the end of the dream, but upon awakening I thought of a passage from the Bible. It was "The people who walk in darkness have seen a great light".

Can you shed any light on my dreams or the man who has appeared in them? Unlike the person in one of the recently published letters, I am not afraid.

Thank you!

Well, in your first dream, what I’m seeing is this: Your visitor (most probably an angel of some sort) was showing you that if every part of you was destroyed, if your physical body was gone, the important part of you would still be there. The head (the mind) represents the intelligent, conscious part of us. So the fact that in your dream everything was destroyed except for your head was probably an illustration that your conscious, intelligent soul still lives on even when your body does not. It was a “mini-lesson” of sorts.

In the second dream I would pay more attention to the Bible passage part of it than anything else. To me it seems that the passage says that humans, beings who walk through darkness their whole lives, now see a great light…and the light is Jesus. Walking through the water, with all of the things in it…and then the water becoming pure and clean, seems to represent the purification process that your soul is going through. The little, insignificant things are being filtered away from you so that you can get to the light….aka Jesus. Both of these dreams should be looked at as positive experiences that you should learn and grow from.

I’m sorry, but I can’t tell you who that gentleman was. However, as long as you experienced a Loving feeling and got positive messages from him, there is no reason not to think that he wasn’t an angel. They do that type of thing all the time. You should feel blessed to have had such conscious, obvious encounters with him.

And Jill, I’d like to point out that the big thing about your dreams is this: you never felt afraid. It sounds like you felt Loved and peaceful the whole time. THAT ALONE is good enough proof that those messages came from angels. The Loving, peaceful after-effect is a HUGE calling card of angels. Consider yourself blessed!

Love, Shay